Life-Love-Family-Story

IOLS PUN NAK JUGAK JOIN 30-DAY BLOG CHALLENGE

2012-01-17T10:58:00.000+08:00

Fuhh, been busy lately. Busy serta stress and uninspired. So, blog adalah berabuk sudah.. Tapi lepas membaca blog dayana rawi dan ayesha adam (Geng JYZA ketika di sekolah menengah dulu), saya pun anak jugak lah! Yeah~

30-Day Blog Challenge
Day 1: Introduce, recent picture of yourself, 15 interesting facts.
Day 2: Meaning behind your blog name.
Day 3: Your first love.
Day 4: Your parents.
Day 5: A song to match your mood.
Day 6: A picture of something that makes you happy.
Day 7: Favorite movies.
Day 8: A place you’ve travelled to.
Day 9: A favorite picture of your best friend.
Day 10: Something you’re afraid of.
Day 11: Favorite TV shows.
Day 12: Something you don’t leave the house without.
Day 13: Goals.
Day 14: A picture of you last year – how have you changed?
Day 15: Fave Song EVER
Day 16: Dream house.
Day 17: Something you’re looking forward to.
Day 18: Favorite place to eat.
Day 19: Something you miss.
Day 20: Nicknames.
Day 21: Favorite picture of yourself ALL TIME and why?
Day 22: What’s in your purse?
Day 23: Your idea of a perfect first date.
Day 24: Something you’ve learned.
Day 25: Something you crave a lot.
Day 26: Your dream wedding.
Day 27: Original photo of the city you live in.
Day 28: Something that stresses you out.
Day 29: 3 wishes.
Day 30: A picture of yourself this day and 3 good things that happened since you started the challenge.

Fuh, bila nak start itu adalah persoalannya, tungguu~~~~

THOUSAND YEARS

2011-12-22T13:51:00.000+08:00

DEPRESSION? REALLY?

2011-12-11T18:26:00.001+08:00

I may laugh, I may put a smile..sweet smile! But all are pointless. I don't feel like meeting anybody. I don't feel like talking. I locked myself in my room. I feel like everybody is making fun of me. I cannot focus on my work, on anything.. Even the boss tot tht I'm sick.. Colleagues asked me whether I'm ok or not coz I looked pale all the time. Now,I do nothing but staring blankly to my phone. I didn't watch tv. Nothing seems to excite me~ I feel lost,I feel alone, I feel incomplete.
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SELAMA, PERAK~

2011-12-10T13:56:00.003+08:00

@JantanCelaka--@fatdjasni---@_psychedelic---@HazirRohir ---@hhazzett--- @Jelibumm---@mas_ifp---@Nurshaidah

HMMM, ITS A LONG WEEK LAST WEEK! DARI STEAMBOAT ---->ACCIDENT----> TRAUMATIC---->WORKSHOP---->SELAMA, PERAK.

HMMM, TAK BOLEH NAK CERITA SANGAT PASAL STEAMBOAT AND ACCIDENT SBB DAH DI 'HARAMKAN"---->MMG TERER KALAU NAK MENYIKSA JIWA KITA<----- SO LETS HEAR THE SELAMA PERAK TRIP WITH CP's~~

OVERALL, IT WAS A HAPPY TRIP WITH THE JILAKAs.. CONVOY RERAMAI, DRIVE MALAM2, MEET UP NEW FRIENDS, MAKAN DURIAN, MASAK2, TIDO2, CITER HANTU RERAMAI MALAM2,AND MANDI SUNGAI. OH, IT LOOK SUCH FUN KAN PEOPLE?!! TAPI HATI AKAK RASA ALONE.. CIS, APAKAH KETAHIAN INI????? HAHAHAHA...

AHHH, TETIBA AKAK, MALAS NAK CAKAP BANYAK2.. TENGOK JELA GAMBAR.. HAHAHAHA~

just arrived at ariff's @selama, perak. 3pagi weh.. penat tapi eksaited~

Mas cuba nak meraba akak! eewww~~

Tolong mak ariff memasak... kat umah orang tak boleh buat perangai busuk!

Mas nak lesbo2 lagi!

all my bags are packed n im ready to go~~ *Kat Putrajaya Sentral*

Adik Fatds, kanyaq budak ni, tapi yang selalu memahami kaka.

Anis the beuty and fatds the bulu mata panjang.. hak..hak..oya, zetty the.. the.. hmm...

ariff and fatds scene hindustan~

the gurl.. bell, the photographer yang happy go lucky~ hehehehe

Innocent kan? tak jilaka pun kan?

Fatds, setiap kali wa kat dapur, dia mesti ada buat pemantauan cara gua bekerja didapur

best main ni. 1st time takut sebab yela, jalan tak rata wehh.. but i loike...!


burung hantu kat area ATV, taiping~

I LOOKED SOO HAPPY KAN? TAPI HATI BERDARAH WOO TIME TU~

KEH!KEH!

FUGITIVE PLAN B OST

2011-11-21T13:35:00.001+08:00

POISON- JEA

ALTOUGH I DO NOT BELIEVE IN LOVE

Sunday movies makes me go woot! Woot!

2011-11-20T13:45:00.000+08:00

Menghabiskan masa menonton movie. Philipino Movie lagi..BCUZ OF YOU.. Tengok movie ni buat rasa nak bercinta balik je. Bercinta yang betul2 bercinta.Cinta yg ikhlas, affection, devotion n happily ever after..

ME IS LIKEY!! WOOT!WOOT!!
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BITTER SWEET GOODBYE~

2011-11-16T18:35:00.005+08:00

SOMEONE LIKE YOU~
(I dedicate this song for you abg..)

I heard that your settled down.

That you found a girl and your married now.

I heard that your dreams came true.

Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend why are you so shy?

It ain't like you to hold back or hide from the lie.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited.

But I couldn't stay away I couldn't fight it.

I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded

That for me it isn't over.

Nevermind I'll find someone like you.

I wish nothing but the best for you too.

Don't forget me I beg I remember you said:-

"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"

Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead yeah.

Source

You'd know how the time flies.

Only yesterday was the time of our lives.

We were born and raised in a summery haze.

Bound by the surprise of our glory days.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited

But I couldn't stay away I couldn't fight it.

I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded

That for me it isn't over yet.

Nevermind I'll find someone like you.

I wish nothing but the best for you too.

Don't forget me I beg I remember you said:-

"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead" yay.

Nothing compares no worries or cares.

Regret's and mistakes they're memories made.

Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Nevermind I'll find someone like you.

I wish nothing but the best for you too.

Don't forget me I beg I remembered you said:-

"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"

Nevermind I'll find someone like you.

I wish nothing but the best for you too.

Don't forget me I beg I remembered you said:-

"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"

SONG MEANING. NET ( I CAN RELATE TO THOSE COMMENTS *crying*)

To me, this songs means empowerment and finally telling yourself that you are able to move on. Its about finding your ex and seeing that they have moved on, and you, being optimistic/stubborn/determined or what you want to call yourself, think you can convince them that you are still the one, only to realize that you are wrong. And even though you realize you can't have them, you simply tell yourself and possibly them that its not impossible, but you'll find someone like them. Not specifically like them, but someone to share memories and moments with and to give you that remarkable sensation of love. She's not wishing bad things upon her ex and his new love, she just wants him to remember their love, memories and what they shared. ts quite beautiful. This song is truly a bittersweet goodbye.-cmquido

This sounds almost, and perhaps this isn't the word I want to use, stalker-ish. And I think it's more of a natural thing when people break up and one isn't ready for it to be over, so they show up and try to make their case. I get this from the part where she says "old friend, why are you so shy?..." He obviously isn't pumped to see her, because he's happy in a new relationship and probably doesn't want to deal with her making the case for a reunion. She says that she probably shouldn't have shown up like that, but she couldn't help it because she was so desperate. She loves him still, so wants him to be happy, but kind of wishes he could have been happy with her. And then to console herself, she says nevermind I'll find someone else like you, but that obviously isn't really a consolation or moving on because she wants that person, who is exactly like him. Her point that she's moved on doesn't really seem very valid. Love is just so complicated!-alix2468

WHAT SHOULD I DO NOW?

CONTRADICTION SANGAT KAN?

KOMPIUS

2011-11-15T20:08:00.000+08:00

Hmm, salah ke tindakan aku? Rasanya, langkah yang aku amik ni tak bijak...
Aku terbuai oleh perhubungan dulu, mungkin bukan hubungan tapi perasaan yang dulu..
Dia buat mcm tu semata2 nak bagi kau kuat semangat aje zett.. lagi2 nak pergi assessment..
Dia tak ikhlas..Tapi mcmn aku tahu dia tak ikhlas? Entah2 dia ikhlas.. haha.. entah, aku confused.

Jeevan selalu cakap yang dia taknak aku terus mcmni.. Dia kata aku dah hilang diri aku yang dulu happy go lucky dan sentiasa bersinar..Dia tak nak aku terus mcmni.. But i cant help..Menangis tu dah mcm makan gula2 dah... Tetiba je air mata keluar, padahal aku tak sedih pun~ Maybe betul kata Jeevan, aku dah hilang diri aku sendiri..

Kepada Johari (bukan nama sebenar-funny rite?hehe)

Aku harap dia faham dan cuba mengerti aku sedikit saja.Sikit saja.

DAN SEBENARNYA~

2011-11-15T01:07:00.000+08:00

Kamu ucap RINDU
Kamu panggil SAYANG
Kamu AMBIL BERAT

Tapi sebenarnya kamu bukan mencintai.

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MISSING HOME :(

2011-10-20T23:41:00.001+08:00

Malam ni sorang2 je kat Putrajaya. Time2 ni la rasa rindu kat umah! Budak Adam n Ali n Kemal. Seriyes, xsuka sorang2!

TAK SUKA!

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PAC PTD @ INTIM

2011-10-20T10:05:00.000+08:00

AKAK SUPER NERVOUSSSSS!!!!!

GUA MENGGIGIL SEBAB DAH LAMA TINGGAL BENDA NI~

PRAY FOR ME PEEPS!

*SIGH*

PAGI YANG CERIA!!

2011-10-19T10:43:00.002+08:00

Matahari menyinar sungguh terang pagi ni.

Kehangatan yang menyapa kulit terasa menyuntik semangat baru.

Baru sekarang difahami kenapa mood seseorang itu boleh dipengaruhi oleh kuasa alam.

Sinar matahari buat kita rasa hidup, segar, dan ceria jugak!

SELAMAT PAGI CINTA!

♥ ♥ ♥

SMILE & SHINE MILOVE~

FOR ME, FOR US~

*wink*

I AM HAPPY SO FAR~

♥

KISAH DUGONG TERLAMPAU~

2011-10-18T18:56:00.001+08:00

Semalam adalah sangat tensen sehinggakan akak kena buat sesuatu untuk chill.

SESUATU UNTUK CHILL OK!

So, I went swimming semalam. Kalau ikutkan malas nak gi swimming lagi sebab last time aku ~~skodeng~~ swimming kat sana, mata aku 2 hari sakit macam ada ketumbit!Orang cakap dari ~~ketumbit~~ mata turun ke hati, so....

KETUMBIT IS NOT INVITED!

Pool Presint 11 sangat kewl. And semalam tak ramai orang, so pool tu dah macam my own private pool je rasa. Best giler!!

Kolam Renang Di Kompleks Kejiranan Presint 11

Jadual Waktu Operasi Kolam Renang Presint 11

Semalam adalah agak lama n gigih jugak akak berenang. Maybe sebab sangat tensen dan being underwater sangat soothing. Rasanya banyak jugak calories yang telah terbakar, dibakar, membakari, terbakarkan semalam.

SEJUK HATI SEKEJAP.

Pool sangat warmth and swimming is about u yourself. Underwater rasa mcm tak perlu bergantung kepada org lain, hanya diri kita,solely.

Tapi at the same time, the warm water tu buat kita rasa sangat selesa.. Rasanya seperti.. hmm.. seperti.. hmm seperti.... Susah akak nak explain. tapi perasaannya seperti gambar dibawah ni;

Awwww~~~

BOLEH FAHAM TAK PERASANNYA MCMN?

KUI! KUI!

REMINDER!!!

Selepas berenang, bila naik je uols akan rasa super lapar!! SUPERRRR LAPARRR!!!

And i made my self this 'Pasta Bandung Bujang'.

Masin sikit but still...

YUMMEEEHHHHH!!!!!

*Ok, gua super lapar*

Apa juga comment anda, olong maafkan tukang masak sebab, dia mmg tak tahu apa2.

I WISH I HAD MISSED THE 1st TIME THAT WE KISSED~

2011-10-17T15:13:00.002+08:00

No I can’t take one more step towards you
Cuz all that’s waiting is regret
And don’t you know I’m not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most
I’ve learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are, running round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts, and tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul
So don’t come back for me, who do you think you are?

I hear you’re asking all around if I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong to ever fall back in your arms
I’ve learned to live half alive, and now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are, running round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts, and tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul
So don’t come back for me, who do you think you are?

It took so long just to feel all right, remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed, cuz you broke all your promises
And now you’re back, you’re looking to get me back

And who do you think you are, running round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts, and tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul
So don’t come back for me, don’t come back at all

And who do you think you are, running round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts, tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul
Don’t come back for me, don’t come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

LOST & FOUND

2011-10-16T21:19:00.005+08:00

I lost my favorite earring last Saturday. Might lose it masa mandi. Amazingly, tadi pagi masa cuci toilet, terjumpa balik!!!

HAPPY!

Jerawat di pipi kanan ku sebelum ni telah meragut tahi lalat ku akibat proses pemicitan. Jerawat tumbuh betul2 atas tahi lalat. Tangan super gatal, dgn tahi lalat sekali terpicit keluar. 3 minggu jugak menyesal. But recently, nengok tahi lalat tu muncul balik! Yeah, identiti diperoleh kembali!

DOUBLE THE HAPPINESS!

Semalam adalah sangat bermakna..

DAN KAMU TAHU KENAPA.

Yay! See that Flies Shitt!! hahahaha!

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SANTAI SAMPAI LEBAM

2011-10-15T21:24:00.001+08:00

Fuhh, weekend! Gua tadi pagi nasib baik ada keja pergi site visit kat Melaka. Dalam kul 3 arrived at Putrajaya balik. And since that I just laying on me bed or membuat sedikit pergerakan ringan. Tu pun sebab cari makan. Oh, gua ada lipat kain jgak tadi. Oh, ada cuci pinggan n sapu rumah!

Ok, now sorang2 kat umah. Sorang manusia pun xde. Ada Big Bad Wolf tapi bajet pulak lari!! (TT_______TT) *Damn*

OK! GUA BORING N SCARED NOW~

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MEDAN WITH DIVAS ^____________^

2011-10-14T19:32:00.002+08:00

THE STORIES OF 14 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP.

14 YEARS FOR GOD SAKE!

WE'VE SPENT HALF OF OUR 26 YEARS OLD LIFE TOGETHER BABE!

I TREASURE UOLS GIRLS!

Pikok, Ayu,Qemmal, Tim,Zetty, Yan

Qem-Zet-Yan-Ayu-Tim-Pikok-Aye-Mashi

THIS MAY BE OUR LAST VACATION AS ANAK GADIS (EXCEPT FOR ~~MAK BUYONG~~ AYE).TAPI THIS DEFINATELY WONT BE OUR LAST VACATION TOGETHER KAN KORANGG?
******
QEMMAL AND PIKOK :WISH YOU GIRLS A HAPPY MARRIAGE!! LOVE YOU TWO!!

AYE : SEMOGA KO SLAMAT DELIVER MAHDI! I WONDER MOOKY + AYE = ??? CUTE I BETT!! SAYANG KO SBB KO KAWAN AKU YANG PERTAMA KAT PW. ~~MUAHHH MUAHH~~

YAN : SERIOUSLY, AKU SUNGGUH BERUNTUNG ADA SAHABAT MCM KO! KITA BANYAK PERSAMAAN. YEAH TYPICAL TAURUS KAN? *~~MESTI AKU SEDIH KALO KO NAK KAWEN NANTI~~*

TIM : PALING SENYAP DAN PALING KEWL DAN PALING STEADY.. TAK LENGKAP TANPA KO TIM!

AYU : MINAH NI.. JANGAN TERTIPU DENGAN RUPANYA YANG MANIS MENAWAN. DIA KEJAM SEJAK DARI SEKOLAH LAGI!!! HAHAHA... AYU, KO LAH THE TRUE DIVA YANG AKU RASA DONT WANNA LOSE ONE. HAHAHAHAA...

MASHI : OH YA, MASHI. EVEN BARU KENAL MASA TRIP NI, THANK S FOR BEING WITH AYE SEMASA WE ALL TAK ADA. MASHI SGT EASY GOING~. NEXT VACAY JOMM??

HEY OUR STORY WILL NOT END HERE...
*LOVE YOU ALL*

THE SCARS OF YOUR LOVE~

2011-10-14T18:15:00.000+08:00

OKEY, TADI PAGI-PAGI GEDIX DENGAR LAGU SELLENA GOMESSS..

SEKARANG DGR LAGU ADELE. TALENTED BEAUTY WITH HER STRONG VOCAL.

FOR HIM. FOR ME.

There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark
Finally I can see you crystal clear
Go ahead and sell me out and I'll lay your ship bare

See how I'll leave, with every piece of you
Don't underestimate the things that I will do
There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark

The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling

We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
And you played it to the beat

Baby, I have no story to be told
But I've heard one of you and I'm gonna make your head burn
Think of me in the depths of your despair
Making a home down there as mine sure won't be shared

The scars of your love remind you of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling

We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
And you played it to the beat

Could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
But you played it with a beating

Throw your soul through every open door
Count your blessings to find what you look for
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold
You pay me back in kind and reap just what you sow

(Now I'm gonna wish you never had met me)
We could have had it all
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
We could have had it all

(Now I'm gonna wish you never had met me)
It all, it all, it all, it all
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

(Now I'm gonna wish you never had met me)
We could have had it all
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
Rolling in the deep

(Now I'm gonna wish you never had met me)
You had my heart and soul
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
And you played it to the beat

(Now I'm gonna wish you never had met me)
Could have had it all
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
Rolling in the deep

(Now I'm gonna wish you never had met me)
You had my heart and soul in your hand
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
But you played it, you played it, you played it to the beat

LOVE LIKE A LOVE SONG~

2011-10-14T09:30:00.000+08:00

SONG FOR TODAY: LOVE YOU LIKE A LOVE SONG

"AI AI LOVE YOU LIKE A LOVE SONG BEBEH"

BETTER DARI

"AI AI AI AISTITERU....."

OH IMANKU~

2011-10-13T20:46:00.000+08:00

Ya Allah, aku lemah akan godaan dunia. Aku xbisa melawan bisikkan syaitan. Kau sahaja yang mampu membantu...
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IT IS LILAC OR LAVENDER?

2011-10-12T19:58:00.000+08:00

STUNNING DRESS IN LAVENDER

*ME IS LIKEY*

SALMON PINK~

2011-10-12T19:30:00.001+08:00

Saya sangat suka color Salmon Pink.

Sweet sangat color dia.

Wedding theme kalo guna color ni mmg nice.

Oooh, not sure whether it suit his and my skin tone or not~ hehehe

Raw salmon? Yuksss~

One big Salmon~

Zoe Saldana. The color suit her i think.


Cute dress

dress

Sexy~

MENUNGGU RENOVATION DEANERY UNTUK SIAP BEFORE I CAN GO HOME.

THOUSAND STORIES~

2011-10-12T14:30:00.003+08:00

~Bold and Beautiful~

DIFFERENT

ALONE

ALIENATED

UNIQUE

BOLD

STRONG

INDEPENDENT

ADVENTUROUS

HAPPY
OUTSTANDING
ADAPTABLE

What say you?

Ditulis ketika menjalani training di Library CUCMS~

BROKEN ANGEL ~

2011-10-11T13:40:00.001+08:00

Ok, pala otak saya keep replaying this song. Suara Helena tu sgt best! Terdengar lagu ni masa makan kat Sanaa' Restaurant dengan Sarul. Oh makanan kat situ mmg best!Kalo korang kelaparan, silalah berkunjung ke Sanaa' Restaurant, Neo Cyber, Cyberjaya. Dijanjikan nasi yang sedap dan banyak! *promo ala2 JJCM* Layan MV dia dulu~

.............

I’m so lonely, broken angel
I’m so lonely, listen to my heart

One n’ only, broken angel

Come n’ save, before I fall apart

..............

Ok ni gambar Kabsah Chicken yang sedap sehingga menjilat setem!!!

Kabshah Chicken my fav. Yogurt drink sucks!!

Haha, aku letak gambar ko try control macho sarul!! hahaha!

Line jus dia boleh mengakibatkan keguguran isi perut! Super pekat masam manis shedap~

CELAKAPARTY!!!

2011-10-10T19:29:00.003+08:00

Ok, akak ada teka-teki. Sapa tahu jawapan sila tekan buzzer okies? Soalan berbunyi begini, "Dalam banyak-banyak parti, parti apa yang celaka?" Haa?! Sapa tahu jawab??

Ceh, sorang pun tak tahu jawapan dia kan? Jawapannya CELAKA PARTY la..Akak dah agak dah sebab soalan ni mmg susah nak jawab! Rekod paling pantas org dapat jawab pun adalah 36 jam (yakni sehari setengah) setelah soalan dibacakan. Ok, LAME!!

Sejarah telah menemukan ~~akak~~ gua dengan celaka party pada awal ramadhan lalu dalam TWITTER yo! They have fun among themselves and kebetulan one of my childhood friends adalah one of the ahli la... And tak semena2 rasa attracted utk join. Yeah, adalah troll-mentroll kan. Thats the fun..Oh, lupa nak mention pasal President yang merupakan seorang Jantan yang Celaka! Ok, ada satu lagi teka-teki untuk uols berbunyi "Dalam banyak2 jantan, jantan apa yang celaka??" Haa, tak dapat jawab jugakkan??? Memang susah soalan ~~akak~~ gua!!! *bangga dengan pencapaian diri sendiri* Geng ~~celaka~~ jilaka *terus terang cakap, kalo mak gua tahu gua cakap perkataan celaka, mmg binasalah gua* kalo dah dapat tweet, mmg tanpa henti, mengarut apatah lagi. Senang cerita mmg jikala lah tweet2 dorang ni...

#CelakaParty untuk melihat tweet2 jilaka

Recently, gua got the chance to meet CelakaParty comrades! Haha.. kita buat TwtUpNasiLemak last Saturday. There i have the chance to meet Mas (kind hearted woman yang sempoi n sporting), Anis (such a sweet girl), elle (she is very sempoi n steady), Ariff (nampak mcm pemalu sungguh), Seed (he's the romantic guy in our party), Andy (mamat ni pun steady jugakk), and Uncle ( dia mmg terpaling sempoi).. Dorang semua takla sejilaka tweet dorang sebenarnya...

Guy in celaka party mmg kewl mcm yang diatas

Tak dapat jumpa pic yang kewl mcm kat atas utk the babes~~

They are all very adorable crazy and kind hearted people. They are not as jilaka as what the name is.

Actually this is how i see people in celaka party. President tu sebenarnya seorang yang sangat gentleman even though kalo nengok tweet dia, fuh, memang camcilaks... But they have this one good intention yang dorang nak capai tru celaka party. They fight in the name of humanitarian love gitew.. Yeah, kita hidup dalam dunia yang semakin menekan dan ini boleh menggugat pertimbangan kita. Maka marilah kita menyumbang kepada kehidupan yang lebih sihat mental, fizikal dan spiritualnya... Tak perlu terus membantu mengubah dunia, bantulah diri kamu sendiri yang mana satu individu itu menyumbang kepada pembentukan sesebuah masyarakat. Ahhh, kenapa aku rasa macam Rosmah tengah bagi ucapan alu-aluan untuk Program Permata???!!!! Damn, terbawak2 pulaks!

Oklah, kalo rajin singgahlah website celakaparty : http://celakaparty.blogspot.com

Sorry, saya menulis dengan lousy sebab saya kelaparan, sejuk, dan kurang oxygen~ babai!

Enjoice picture masa TwtUpNasiLemak haritu~

@hhazzett @andynadzri @Uncle_Lah @Ariffrazali @Encik_Seed @_LunaEstrella_ @JeliBumm @mas_ifp @zsazsan

1st TRIMESTER IS OVER~ WINK

2011-10-10T13:41:00.003+08:00

Disclaimer : Saya tak pernah melakukan aksi seperti diatas ok~ Hehe~

Yeap, harini genap 3 months after the break up. Hehehe.. ~~Rasa nya~~ Sememangnya dah lebih ok.. Tapi yela, kadang2 teringat jugak. Tapi ok dah. Seriously. Oh, baby pun mesti dah masuk 3 bulan.. Cepat masa berlalu kan? Ok, sekarang dah lepas period yang genting. Reconstruction have done and now start operating back like usual. SO? LETS SING PEOPLE!!! *JOGET-JOGET*

REMEMBER THE MOON?

2011-10-10T01:35:00.001+08:00

It's supermoon. Do u still remember how u lose the bet? Hmm, its a fond memories.. I can't remember the taste of that Tom Yam u treat me coz I'm just too nervous that time. ;p
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SATURDAY NITE~

2011-10-07T23:57:00.001+08:00

Weehoo! Spending my Saturday nite with Rain Bi!!! He's damn hot sexy korean man!! Sepet guy? Major turn on~ ;p
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2011-10-07T20:03:00.001+08:00

Try post from my BB.

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FOR HIM~

2011-10-07T18:43:00.005+08:00

For you. That is just not my way.
I do love you then and i wanna believe that u do love me to0.
It just that;
The road were not meant to be ours.

*PEACE (^.^) V*

LITTLEST THINGS~

2011-10-07T18:09:00.008+08:00

.:LITTLEST THINGS :.

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissing
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses

I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't know why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

Dreams, dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
And it seems, it seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but it's so true
I know it's not right, but it seems unfair
The things are reminding me of you

Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed, watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us

The first time that you introduced me to your friends
And you could tell that I was nervous, so you held my hand
When I was feeling down, you made that face you do
There's no one in the world that could replace you

Dreams, dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, it seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but it's so true
I know it's not right, but it seems unfair
The things remind me of you

Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, tell me
Is this the end?

*This song gives me goosebumps*

RAYA 2011~

2011-10-06T11:54:00.003+08:00

me with dalin @ CUCMS Raya Celebration~

Hurmm, nak update pasal raya lah..

zetty : whaddafish?? dah sebulan lebih raya la woiii!!!
hazra : sukehati gua lah! lu sibuk apesal??
zetty : ek eleh kerekkk!!!
hazra : Pfftftfttt!!!!

Ok, abaikan ajela monologue dalaman gua tadi...

BERJAYA BEKERJA DENGAN GIGIH!!

2011-10-05T18:31:00.003+08:00

Yeah, suksesssss suksessss!!! Harini saya tidak bekerja sambil merungut! Boleh la dibanggakan kalo nak kira prestasi saya beberapa bulan belakangan ini... heheheheh!!

TIDO SEBAB ESOK DAH BERIKRAR NAK KERJA DENGAN GIGIH!

2011-10-05T00:12:00.004+08:00

Okies, setelah pulang dari bercuti di Medan semalam, I've made an oath untuk melupakan hal2 yang lama dan terus focus dgn kehidupan sekarang dan bekerja dengan lebih gigih. Yeah, 2 months back it was a messed. I messed up my life, my work and myself. So, after some tuning dgn Divas at Medan, I think i gain my inner self back. Hope i can focus now.

Gua dah janji nak bekerja dengan gigih. So i better sleep now! Nite people.. And goodnite MiLove (imaginary lover ek?)~ *kiss kiss*

GUA DITIMPA KE"JILAKA"AN! SIGH~

2011-10-04T22:20:00.008+08:00

Pada tanggal 17 September 2011 di Batu Arang. Tragedi September.

Walaupun kejadian tersebut sudah lama berlalu, namun masih segar diingatan. Kerana di ketika itulah, saya telah menerima satu lagi ke'jilaka'an dalam hidup. Betul orang kata, malang tak berbau. Sebab kalau malang berbau, mesti malang sungguh bau dia.

Masih segar diingatan pada pagi hari kejadian, saya telah bangun awal pagi untuk membantu ibu saya menyediakan makanan untuk tetamu yang bakal datang rumah.Maklumla, musim raya mestilah kunjung mengunjung, ziarah menziarah, umpat mengumpat. Dan pada ketika inilah semua sanak saudara akan terlebih caring. Mengenangkan soalan2 yang bakal didengar, dengan cekal hati dan tabahnya, saya telah meng'accept' jemputan raya dari kawan twitter celakaparty pada petang hari yang sama. Nampak sangat kan betapa gigih nya akak mengelak dari di tanya soalan2 berdarah telinga?Dah la masa tu luka 'operation' jiwa baru je nak sembuh. Yup, memang tindakan bijak saya keluar pada tengahari itu.

Tolong punya tolong di dapur, sedar tak sedar jam dah menunjukkan 11.45am. Penulis telah berjanji dengan sahabat sejati beliau @nananane (dayana) untuk pick her up at 12.30pm. Oohhemmmgeee!! I tak mandi lagi ok! Dengan kelams kabuts setel my part and off to shower n do some make-up. Oit, of coz la kan kena fake-up, nak jumpa dengan ner people. Actually, i berkenalan dengan Anis @jellibum via CelakaParty around minggu kedua bulan puasa mcm tu. Yup, that time kinda desperate to have my life occupied with some other interesting things and i meet those comrades in CelakaParty. Next time kita citer pasal kejilakaan mereka2 ni okies..

Ok, siap dalam kelams kabuts n dengan pantas nya saya telah menghidupkan engine. Sementara tunggu MyVi warming up, sempat lagi saya melakukan activity selca. Seriyes, camane boleh jadi camwhore ntah!

*Penulis dah sedia untuk pergi menggedix. Selca dulu satu dua snap*

*Penulis tengah driving masa ni, sempat jugak camwhoring and #tweetdrive*

Dalam kelam kabut nak fetch Yan kat Puncak Alam, setelah berjaya mencilok beberapa buah lori (seriyes jalan dalam sgt kecik. Super sempit yo!) dan berhenti di traffic light.Dalam mengelisah tu, dok tgk2 jam sebab dah lambat, dan2 tu jugakla akak nak bukak heels sebab tak selesa nak drive. Sambil nak bukak tu, lampu kelihatan hijau and saya teruslah mesuk gear 1 dan bergerak. Kebaboooo!!!!!! (effect adalah exaggeration). I smashed one Kancil in front. Damn why dont you move???!! Move like Jagger yo ~ *tetiba*

*Sekadar gambar hiasan, haha*

Seriyes, saya telah melanggar kancil tersebut and yang bawak adalah seorang wanita india and her husband i guess... Berenti tepi dan berharap nak nego. (Ok, maafkan penulis sebab ketika menulis part ini, sahabat baik beliau yakni Jeevan tengah Ping kat BBM, dan corak penulisan pun berubah. Biasalah, dia tu suka mengarah dan tak boleh nak sabar). Seriyes takut giler babeng masa tu. Sebab that Indian guy dah call panggil geng dia.. adalah dalam 3 kereta datang masa tu. And saya yang seorang diri dan sangat menggelabah masa tu sgt tak tahu nak buat apa. Tak berani nak call ayah masa tu sebab takut mak tahu and mak marah. What was i thinking??? Sooner or later dorang mesti tahu punya~Seriyes takut giler. Nasib ada satu mamat bawa lori ni tolong berhenti. Seriyes, dia nampak sangat kacak mcm Hercules pada masa tu. Seriyes!

*betapa cuaknya penulis ketika ini, lihat sahajalah figura perut tersebut~sekadar gambar hiasan*

Pemilik kancil tersebut mulanya nak report, tapi saya teramat takut pada ketika itu ingat nak setel kat situ2 jela...Sekai dia mintak RM400. Mana nak cekau, dah la lepas raya. mamat Hercules tadi pun cakap mahal n tolong nego kan. Tapi indian tu marah and they almost bertumbuk kat situ. Sungguh my hero mamat hercules tadi. Sebab dah tak boleh nak control, terpaksa telefon ayah and yan pun datang ke tempat kejadian sebab rumah yan dah dekat dah masa tu.

Ayah datang, dan decide utuk buat report aje. Indian tu mcm taknak buat report sebab apa ntah. Dia kata bagi RM200 je dulu pun ok nanti bank in. Takde masalah... 2 jam punya hal, ayah datang je terus setel dalam masa 20 minit. Ayah lah Hercules yang sebenar.. (T_T). Mamat Hercules tadi sempat jugak amik no phone. Saya yang tengah blur pun bagi jela and Yan cakap, apakah kena mengenanya mamat tu nak amik no phone? (Dia ada msg2 n call lepas tu, tapi kita layan ala2 berterima kasih jela).

*Mekanik dorang kata nak RM400 sebab nak cabut the whole pintu, nak alih cermin, nak kena ganti bumper baru dan cat baru. Wei, gua langgar sikit je, siap nak tukar the whole pintu ape ke hal?*

Setelah membuat laporan polis, we all teruskan keputrajaya untuk ke rumah Anis petang tu. Bak kata Yan, kalo dah niat nak gi.. kita kena pergi jugakla... so this are our new frenz in twitter. Geng CelakaParty taklah secelaka nama nya. They are nice people..... Lepas raya rumah anis and have a talk with shuib, anis, ammock saya dan dayana terus ke Starbuck sebab disitu kami mmg boleh distressed. Have a cup off coffee n dark mocha we all terus berangkat pulang ke rumah lepas tu.

*Shuib-Anis-Yan-Penulis*

Sebenarnya, saya tidak boleh terlalu stress adan saya perlu ubah sikap kelam kabut saya itu untuk hidup yang lebih tenang. Ok, saya cut it off here sebab nak BBM ngan Jeevan si bakal pengantin baru. Seriyes, potong betul lah mamat tu! Takpelah, dia pun tempat curhat aku gak... jumpa lagi nanti.

WAH! BANYAK STORY TO BE UPDATED!

2011-10-04T21:22:00.007+08:00

Ok, setelah beberapa lama membusy kan diri (pura2 busy sebenarnya) so now, saya ada banyak story to tell... it is never to late kan?? banyak nak kena story ni.. dari join #CelakaParty , accident, latest, trip to Medan.. Ok, which to start ya?

Hmm...

Ok, let start with........

Ohh, maybe i should start........

Ohh..

Ok....

Hurm, never mind. Nanti2 lah update.

*hahaha, gua malas pulak tetiba, sila maafkan gua*

Froggy yang giler santai *i'm jelly*

MARI MEMASAK DALAM RANCANGAN " KETUK-KETUK KEPALA HANG.." BERSAMA CHEF HAZRA~

2011-08-11T13:51:00.009+08:00

Semalam iols tersangat tensen dengan kerja.. Badan sorang, kerja mcm nak 3 orang! Tensen weh... Sebab tensen iols telah bertekad untuk balik seawal 4.30pm tepat(Ramadhan working hour) namun apakan daya, manusia hanya boleh merancang... Iols stuck in the ISO Meeting yang seriyes "INI SAKIT OTAK" ditambah dgn aircond dalam meeting room tu yang maha dingin. macamla kitorang ni duduk kat gurun sahara yang suhu aircond kena -ve darjah celcius!!

Ok, semalam dapat escape dari opis dalam kul 5.00pm.. Akak stress lalu akak nak masak! Bergegas weh akak gi cari bahan... Ntah sempat ntah tidak, sebab nak masak bubur amik masa lama jugak.. aku pun menggagahkan diri mencari bahan2nye.. Rempah pun aku amek yang murah dan bercampur banyak dalam satu pek.. Apa nama rempah tu, aku pun tak tahu, campak jela dalam nasi tu nanti~

Cantek la... bau bubur lambuk tu mmg dah ada iras2 dah.. housemate balik pun semua dok ckp, "Hmm, sedapnye bau, sape masak ni? " Akak yangh gedik2 malu ni pun cakap, " hehehe, kami yang masak.. saje je.. sebab kami rasa cam malas nak beli...teringin nak makan bubur je harini.." Lenguh weh tunggu bubur ni masak... Apa-apa pun.. TARAAAAAA!!!!!

Puan2, inilah ye resepi kita untuk harini dalam rancangan "KETUK-KETUK KEPALA HANG"... Rasa boleh tahan la.. (Tu housemate akak yang cakap ek, bukan akak yang cakap) Siap bertambah2.. happy pulak akak tengok orang makan...Percubaan pertama ni kira lulus la... Sape nak isi borang untuk jadi calon hubby, sila e-mail je la eh..

Kalo akak tak busy, akak reply *flip hair*

hohohoho~

101 WAYS TO LOVE YOUR JOB!

2011-08-11T12:45:00.005+08:00

Ok, dude n dudettes~

Tired of your job ? Below are the tips to love your job and why u should love your job!!!!! Check it out~

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*This is probably my problem..Salah diri sendiri jugaklah!*

MALAYSIA vs SINGAPORE

2011-08-02T09:57:00.005+08:00

Harimau Malaya (Roooaarrrr~~eh, lion pun roarrr gak kan???)

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Agak lambat untuk saya update pasal Perlawanan Kelayakkan Piala Dunia 2014 ni... Dah nak seminggu dah kut game tu berlangsung and kita kalah ( so saddd~~) tapi kita bukan loserrrr!!!!! Seriyes, boleh dibanggakan jugak Team Harimau Malaya kita ni sebenarnya walaupun yela, still there's room for improvement.. Senang cerita, Harimau Malaya main macho compared to Merlion.. Hmm, takpela, maybe bukan 2014, who knew 2018 pulak nanti??? (adeh, akak umur dah berapa dah time tu ek??Mak aiii, dah umur 33 tahun dahhh!!! OMG, tetiba akak goosebump~~~~~~)

The crowd!!!

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Hmm, semangat ke tak iols haritu, sanggup ni turun pi tengok bola kat Stadium Nasional Bukit Jalil tu! Amirul Hadi errr... Harimau Malaya punya pasal, akak sanggup ni meredah lautan manusia seorang diri! Semangat kenegaraan tetiba menebal nok!!Rasa cam nak nyanyi lagu Negaraku dan-dan tu jugak!

Tengok tang tudung je dah menunjukkan semangat penulis pada ketika itu. Sorang2 pun layannnnnnzzzz~~

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One whole day masa tu ada meeting ISO, pukul 4.00pm akak dah menggelisah mcm cacing kepanasan. Dalam hati "Bilerr nak abis meetingg ni oooiiii!!!! Dah dah la oiii!!!! xtahu ke aku nak gi tengok bola ni oiii????? Boleh tak korang buat sensorang je oiiii!!!" Sikit punya tak senang duduk, akhirnya dalam pukul 5.30pm meeting pun adjourned... (cis, niat hati nak ponteng balik awal dalam kul 5.00pm, kalo dah kul 5.30 pm baik takyah...serupa jek mcm balik working hour biasa!Duhh...) Setel je keje, terus pecut cam transformers balik umah, mandi2, siap2, pecut balik g Putrajaya Sentral... Ok, jam menunjukkan pukul 6.30pm. Sempat tak agaknya??? Jimie yang bergerak seawal 3.00pm tadi menaiki komuter, kini sudah selamat tiba di Stadium Bukit Jalil pukul 5.30pm. (Giler awal ko Jimie!). Dia cakap, dia pernah ada pengalaman datang lambat, so dia mmg keluar awal, lagi2 semangat rimau dia kali ni lain macam katanya... Jimie ajak jumpa, tapi weh, berpuluh ribu manusia kot, so kalo jumpa tu jumpalah... tapi rasanya mcm tak jumpa je... Terima kasih atas ingatan kamu Jimie terhadap ku.. hohohoho...

OK, 6.30pm, beratur nak beli tiket erl je dah beratur panjang, nasib manage to get the tix before train arrived. Naik ERL still convenient lagi even ramai orang. Time nilah ye adik2, lelaki2 kacak serta macho keluar dari sarang mereka... Seriyes, rambang mata! hahahahaha! Masaalah mula terlihat apabila sampai kat Stesen Bandar Tasik Selatan, kat sini kena tukar train, naik STAR LRT untuk ke Bukit Jalil.. Damn, ramai giler orangg!!! Nasib aku lone ranger, senang2 je aku selit2 untuk dapat ticket and masuk dalam train yang pack macam sardin!(Sardin pun ada ruang untuk kuah dia tau!).. Time ni agak seksa, satu: berhimpit2 tak kira laki pompuan (nasib aku selit2 dgn satu couple ni, so aku himpit kat awek tu jela and nasib baik hand bag akak besar, banyak perlindungan dapat diberi oleh beg tersebut.. hehehe) 2 stesen rasa cam neraka weh, panas, busuk, geli, menyampah(time ni lah ada yang gedix2 kan) semua ada....nasib baik aku tinggi, so dapatlah sedut udara lebih segar! Alhamdulillah diciptakan tinggi!

The venue and the people

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Sampai je Bukit Jalil dalam kul 7.30pm,ramainya manusia! Semangat jugak aku tengok, sebab semua pakai baju team Msia (mostly kuning) and muka conteng2, rambut mohawk kuning (wtfish???!!!), gamat dengan suara penyokong Malaysia.. Semangat weh time ni! aku pun terjoin excited!! Biasalah, aku nak skip citer pasal selit2 cari entrance, selit2 beli air.. bla.. bla.....

Seat dah cantek, tapi ada polis bantuan dekat depan tu pulak dok berdiri n menghalang view.. terpaksa teleng2 dan jenguk2!! adehhh~

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I managed to find a seat, sebab datang sorang2 senang, satu seat senang nak cari.. Ok, mula2 tu akak control jela kan, yela, tak kenal sesapa pun kiri kanan, nak excited lebih2 malu weh... Time buat wave tu, kegedikkan iols dah tak dapat dibendung! Maka terwave jugaklah seorang2 time tu.. Weh, sape tak nak join the excitement!? Hehehe, kegedikkan akak lebih terserlah bila player Malaysia dah masuk padang warming up! Sungguh gedik time tu.... Nampak je dari jauh si rambut oren, KFCM, Safee, Kunalan (aku respek dia ni, tak penat2 weh berlari) tengah buat warming up... takpe, still in control lagi sampai la game starts! Mmg emosi sungguh tengok game ni, iols pun dah buat mcm kat umah dah la... Satu je pasal penyokong Malaysia ni yang akak tak berapa berkenan, dorang ni tak konsisten menyokong pasukan kita.. Bila silap so whatever crap, dorang dah tak being supportive lagi... have faith jela.. selagi masa belum habis, kena la support.. ni tak, ada yang balik wal sebab sakit hati kut.. Tak sporting lah dorang ni... Ni belum lagi bab mem'booo' lagu kebangsaan negara lain. Weh, cuba orang buat camtu kat kita, tak ke hangin???? Biar org buat jahat kat kita, kita maintain gentle jela.... Tak yah nak menunjukkan kelemahan kita....Satu lagi yang cukup tak berkenan, penyokong yang smoking kat dalam stadium tu..Tak boleh respek orang lain ke????? Aku sampai semput2 tau nak bagi sokongan moral kat amirul hadi tu....Asal korang tu dah la busuk, banyak, menyemak dada orang lain tahu tak???????

Players keliling padang and seek for apologize from their supporters! (aww, terharu~ amirul hadi, kfcm,safee dll)

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Ok, iols dah start emosi dah nampaknya..........................

Bila balik, akak terserempak dgn best fren ku. Yang tak best nye, dia still lagi keluar ngan mamat laki orang yang bini dia tgh mengandung kat umah! Yeah, pergi ramai2 whatever crap!!Seriyes, terus akak emo.. lelaki mcm ni lah yang buat perempuan macam iols ni jd trauma berminggu2 tahu tak????! Lelaki mcm ni lah yang boleh mengubah the way perempuan mcm iols see the life....Lelaki mcmni lah yang boleh lumatkan hati perempuan macam iols.. Please lah! Be faithful! Hmm, ntahla.. tak tahu nak cakap pe... emosi tetiba .. bubuyyyy~

Back to my norm~

2011-07-27T19:05:00.005+08:00

Hey, i just bought this book " Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus".. Gedixx sangat title kan..?? Ok fine, akak dah terlepas kapal sbb baru nak baca this book... Dah terhantuk, baru nak terngadah.. (terngadah tu pe wehhh??Kalo aku dah terhantuk kepala terus lah ter'cursed')

Rasanya, akak punya ilmu untuk memahami or to translate what's on men mind agak cetek disitu (disebabkan banyak faktor ye) kut membuatkan akak tertipu buta2.. hehehehehe... takpe, kita baca dulu, supaya next time kita taklah naive sangat dan tertipu bulat2 kan..kalo nak kena tipu pun biar ler lonjong2.... hehehehehe~

i'm ok, but clinically proven that i'm stressed!

2011-07-26T09:16:00.005+08:00

Last two days, akak terkena semput nok!! Sungguh tak percaya, one whole day akak berjimba dgn geng akak malam tu akak rasa mcm dah nak tercabut nyawa dah... seriyes, menguatkan hati untuk jgn mati lagi adalah hutang yang membukit je. hohoho...

Malam tu ingat dah nak gi hospital dah, tapi tak boleh nak bangun, upper part of my body menekan2... Sakit giler smpi nak breathe pun sakit sangat.... Tapi disebabkan tak boleh nak gerak, terpaksalah tunggu siang baru boleh g hospital....Sedey pulak rasanya...

Sampi hospital, the doc said that i'm stressed!!! And i was like whaddafishhhh???? aku berjimba baik punya dgn dayana n jijan, in what way aku stressed??( yup, aku ada ternangis sikit masa nyanyi lagu Erra Fazira-Kerana ----->tema sangat lagu tu ngan cerita akak) Ya, kalo benda ni happen last 2 weeks, yeah, i am stress at that time.. but now, im ok.....Am I being in denial???? hahahaha!

Hmm, tapi it's clinically proven yang i'm stress la.... Bile doc ckp, susah nak tido? hilang selera makan tak? hmmm, terus aku senyap.. yela... kalo diikutkan dan 3 minggu aku tak makan dgn proper.... susah nak tido jugak masa awal2 dulu.. tapi aku rasa dah ok.. maybe my body just cannot take it just like the way my mind take it... Takpela, aku rasa kena start makan dgn proper, do some work out, and maintain the happy life....

**** one of my freinds said that it was anxiety attack... tak sangka i boleh terkena anxiety attack****

i'm feeling great!!

2011-07-21T08:26:00.004+08:00

yup.. after 5 days, me now feeling great!! and iols surprised giler..... maklumkah akak ni jenis yang beremosi (manusia mesti lah beremosiii!!!!<--- see? emotional tak? hahaha) dan nampak ganas kat luar jer cam KL Gangster tapi dalam hati ada taman cam adnan sempit tu.. Memang tak dinafikan mmg payah nak terima kenyataan ditipu kunyit hidup-hidup kan.. tapi believe me, u'll get over it... one day u'll realize that there is no used to cry or mourning over the thing yang not worth anything pun.... you yourself are precious ('my preciousssssssss", kata hobbits)

hmm, how to get over it?? Ahha, marilah membaca tips-tips bangkit semula dari putus cintadaripada akak zetty ye!

First thing, kita kena tanamkan dalam jiwa, "takde sape yang boleh tolong kita recover melainan diri kita sendiri and Allah SWT.."
Kena banyak berdoa kepada Allh SWT.. Ini sebenarnya kekuatan kita umat Islam, kekuatan kita (Harini jiwa keustazahan akak menebal di jiwa okey~~)Terus terang, i'm feeling great hari ini maybe berkat doa yang bersungguh2.. kebetulan masa kejadian ni berlaku dekat dengan Nisfu Syaaban.. so iols telah menggunakan peluang yang Allah beri di sepanjang malam nisfu Syaaban untuk berdoa... Seriyes, Allah menunaikan janjinya...
Kita perlu memaafkan pihak yang tersebut. Tak guna simpan dendam.. Mcm lagu Aisyah " Kemaafan dendam yang terindah.." ehh, mcm pelik pulak tajuk lagu ni...Percayalah, dengan memaafkan, jiwa korang jadi lebih tenang, dan bila kita tenang kita akan rationale and bangkit semula...
Bercerita dengan family and friends... Mcm my case, my parent already know that im having that kind of relationship before.. YEla orang tua mana yang tak suka, mmg dorang happy lah bila anak dorang so called "dah jumpa org yang anak dia suka".. Harapan pun mula bercambah kat situ.. Bila berlaku sesuatu like perpisahan, tell them.. u akan rasa lebih lega. Mcm iols jenis yang tak boleh nak berahsia dgn family.. semua pun cerita.. hehehehe....Thanks Mak, Ayah, Angah, Umi, Aman, Kemal, Ali and Adam...Sayang giler2 kat my family, takde yang boleh ganti dan mereka yang akan ada disisi selama bila pun..
Keluar dan mingle around with friends yang boleh buat korang lupa apa yang berlaku dan bukan tu aja, carilah kawan yang mampu memberi gambaran realiti kehidupan... Meet up dgn dorang, dengar nasihat dari dorang... atleast kita tak rasa alone dah ada sokongan emosi disitu.. (credit to those yang banyak membantu saya untuk berdiri kembali Min, Yan, G-jan,Jeevan, Kak Olin, Ismail, Jimie, Siti, Lin, dan ramai lagi lah... seriyes, u all mmg bnyk membantu dan bertahan dengan perangai emotional tak tentu hala akak sepanjang 5 hari tu...Love y'all!!)
Kena redha dan ingat ada hikmah sebalik yang berlaku... Someone better is waiting to meet you out there ( hehehehe~)... Kita tak menafikan takde org nak hidup alone dalam dunia.. so, pengalaman ini pengalaman pertama ( for me) dan cukup mendewasakan( ok, umur dah 26 tahun baru nak dewasa.. hahahahahaa)
Relax n chillax je.... Dia taklah bermakna sangat.. bukan Prince Charming, Bukan Mr Right, bukan Edward Cullen pun..... Buat apa nak mourning untuk orang yang mmg kita tak nak kan??? So, biarkan je dia happy dangan diri dia, dan kita happy dgn diri kita..
Be positive. Dulu akak paling anti dgn statement mcm ni... Tapi Alhamdulillah, pengalaman ini ada hikmahnya.. Now i appreciate happy life and positive thinking~~ Yeeha..

Ok lah, nak strat keja.. arini datang opis awal giler sebab tumpang kawan... Sikit punya kelam kabut, sampi g Ofis pun attire tak berapa nak formal.. hehehehehe.. Nasibla swasta.. Takde la pelik kalo tak pakai baju kurung kan... hahahahaha.. So bangun dan live yourlife!!!! Hidup sekali je, so buat apa dengan mendung hujan kan kalo kita boleh pilih sunny days~

FLORIA 2011: ROSES ARE FOREVER~

2011-07-18T13:29:00.026+08:00

Floria 2011: Roses are Forever.. Love is .....???

Ok, tukar tune sikit kali ni (drastic tak?? hehehe)..

Floria 2011: Roses are forever.. I always love roses.. tak kiralah ros kampung ke ros bandar ke, white, red, pink or yellow~~ Setiap hari iols drive back dari ofis kat cyberjaya mmg akan nampak signage or poster-like promo Floria this year.. Of course akak teruja nok! Lagi-lagi that time masih lagi ada ros-ros cinta yang kita nak kongsi2 kan(duhh...) Mawar dengan akak tak boleh dipisah kan..dari hair band, hair clip sampi perfume mesti nak ada elemen mawar tu. tak caya??? Jom sneak peek sikit....

Roses berterbangan: i love the concept

After what had happened, I don't think i have the energy to saddened myself even more lah kan dgn jalan sorang2 kat floria tu cam loser. Pulak tu tgk orang bercinta2 pulak, mmg nak kena lempang depan2 tu jugak lah kan (dush-dush-dush) .... Nasib baik la one of my old fren call ajak gi Floria.. He's a landscape architect, mmg his very own thingy lah taman-taman ni.. Dalam hati bagus jugak, kalo kat umah sorang-sorang (angah dah balik rawang) mungkin aku akan melakukan perkara tak berfaedah seperti menangis, mengalirkan air mata, dan menangis ( i did that for almost 4 days, sampi contact lense aku tercontaminated- tak caya tanya jimie mata aku merah mcm Pontianak Harum Sundal Malam)....

Maka 16 July 2011 haritu, i get the chance to go to Floria 2011.. As usual, parking is one of the main problem kalau organize any event kat Putrajaya ni.. Insyaallah berkat kesabaran dan teknik berkongsi kereta, maybe masalah tu xlah sebesar masalah putus cinta.. Ehh???

nice biler dah ada lampu2~

Masa we all sampi, most of the flowers tu dah nak layu2 lah.... tapi still boleh memberi

inspiration-to those yang tgh seek for idea, still boleh mengeluarkan scents-to those yang hidung tak tersumbat, dan macam-macam lagilah.. Just like Law of Attraction la.. kita dapat apa yang kita nak SEBENARNYA...ada perkataan SEBENARNYA disitu okey? tapi kalau ikut Law of Universal Attraction, kita akan dapat apa yang kita selalu fikirkan... sebab tu orang cakap, kalo benci jgn benci sangat, kalo suka jgn suke sangat sebab the more kita beremosi (fikir) the more kita akan attracted to the things yang kita fikir tu.. Betul, mcm aku dulu cukup tak suka lelaki smoking, tapi dapat yg heavy smoker (dulu lah kan, it doesnt matter anymore).. Damn, akak melalut.. ntah betul ntah tidak.. sila google sendiri..

**pesanan penaja: kurang kan lah merokok, u dont taste good la weh. kalo share baskin robbin ngan gf, yogurt+rainbow sherbet ice-cream baskin robin pun boleh jadi tak sedap**

one of jimie faveret element : cheerful huh?

from parkistan : Macam carpet jugak da~~

my faveret elemen : bamboo and water

My faveret part masa jalan2 pusing Floria is Indoor Exhibition tu.. Memangla nyaman, air-conditioned dan lebih tersusun la jugak.. yup, plan Floria agak kurang tersusun, i mean dia mmg divide the section nicely ikut category, it just kalau nak masuk jalan dalam setiap category suppose ada route yang boleh membawa pengunjung dari awal sampi akhir tanpa memberikan posibility untuk tertinggal one or two taman.. Worst, boleh sesat kut.. hahahaha... Satu lagi part yang iols layan masa masuk Forest Garden tu... mmg jiwa akak sangat... senja2.. dalam hutan, hijau je... sunyi dan natural......

sempat lagi isi peraduan teka bilangan biji benih dalam taman hutan~

(mcm banyak gambo dia je dari gambo aku! sebb xde mood kut that time nak bergambar)

Ni pelamin angan ku musnah sampai naik lumut-lumut adalah temanya~hahaha

Ok, the other best part kalo pergi Floria...taking pic! Semua org jadi cam whore iols tengok!! Dari muda sampi tua, dari hp sampi la DSLR bla..bla..bla.. Memandangkan dari pagi tadi akak fusion sangat (berkebaya nyonya dgn berjeans) sampi ke malam,takde perasaan lah sangat nak bergambar dah berpeluh2..Tapi sebenarnya, kitorang takde camera.. huhuhu , kot tak menjadi jugak! Harap camera bb, apelah sangat kan?Jimie lagi tragis cerita pasal camera dia (nak sumpah orang yang rompak tu jadi katak dan takde orang yang sudi nak kiss dia sampi bila2, jadilah ko katak selamanya).. Serious nice taking pics kat Floria.. rugi kalo tak datang sebenarnya....

Theme : Recycle Anne Smith kinda menarik jugak

Aku snap this pic sebab nak nampakkan taman Sime Darby tu.. tapi angle tak jadi, ada pulak gangster kat situ~

Jalan-jalan, makan-makan, gosip-gosip ngan jimie ni sikit sebanyak membantu aku melupakan orang yang sepatutnya tak masuk dalam league iols pun... But still, i used to love him full hearted kan, so terasa jugak lah bila terpaksa putuskan hubungan tu serta merta... Mmg susah nak terima apa yang dia buat sebab bukan aku yang menggedik2 at the first place kan, tapi aku mmg kena mengakhiri perhubungan ni... Aku bukan jenis selfish kut..

Jimie, a fren almost 6 tahun, tak selalu berhubung sangat tapi tak pernah lost contact, sememngnya jadi tempat aku bergosip2 hidup.. rupanya banyak jugak kisah hidup aku dah share ngan dia.. All the best dude! Floria dgn ko temanya jadi "Floria 2011 with Jimie : Gossips are forever".. hahahahaha....

Percubaan pertama~ gelap!

sudah terang sikit~

Tadaa... Thanks jimie.. Walaupun jumpa sebab aku mmg dok putrajaya, atleast mempercepatkan process recovery aku..hehehe.. tq dude!

(colour baju mmg takleh blah, kitorang tak rancang yek!)

Kesimpulannya, best pergi Floria even dgn hati yang lara lah jugak... Tapi sebab iols pergi jugak, thats why i can recover this fast.. Sendiri pun tak percaya boleh happy lagi... Maybe berkat doa Nisfu Syaaban jugak kut.. Insyaallah, Allah akan memakbulkan permintaan sesiapa yang berdoa kepada-Nya sepanjang malam tersebut..

Beribu Sesalan

2011-07-18T13:02:00.009+08:00

Hmm... after a week, i think i can carry on with my life.... Its really hard when u still hear his voice every morning~u think that u hear ur phone ringing-playing the ringtone that assign for him~u still heard him saying that "I LOVE YOU & MISS U SO MUCH"... yeah it is hurt! That's is why i need to hear u saying that it all is just the lies,you even cannot do that...

......

It's ok.. Im fine and getting better

I think i can forgive you

maybe tomorrow?

......

Ku susuri malam ini

Yang tiada berbintang sunyi sepi

Juga rembulan dah menghilang

Dalam kelam ku sendiri

Ku mencari hembus bayu

Yang selalu berbisik madah rindu

Kini membisu dalam sayu

Tidak ku temu suaramu

Kekasihku dijalanan yang berliku

Di saat ku perlukanmu

Tertutup jua segalanya terhadapmu

Di sini ku tersedu-sedu

Setelah cinta pergi

Ku mengusung duka ini diiringi

Kisah janji dimungkiri lagi

Sia-sia ku

Mencintaimu

Setia padamu

Percayakanmu

Sebak dadaku

Retak hatiku

Luka jiwaku

Dihiris pilu

THERE'S NOTHING BETTER THAN A GOOD LIES~

2011-07-15T18:46:00.002+08:00

Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled

Without the mask, where will you hide?
Can't find yourself lost in your lie
I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don't love you anymore

It Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled
It never was and never will be
You're not real and you can't save me
Somehow now you're everybody's fool

Here I am.. again~

2011-07-15T17:59:00.001+08:00

<< i cant believe i'm back and blogging >>

<< i've once deleted my old blogs for my love >>

<< and now, i've deleted my love and here i am >>

<< do expect melancholy-sad-ironic-agony-story here now >>

<< and i do expect that there will be happily-ever-after-story to tell later >>

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THOUSAND YEARS

DEPRESSION? REALLY?

SELAMA, PERAK~

FUGITIVE PLAN B OST

Sunday movies makes me go woot! Woot!

BITTER SWEET GOODBYE~

KOMPIUS

DAN SEBENARNYA~

MISSING HOME :(

PAC PTD @ INTIM

PAGI YANG CERIA!!

♥ ♥ ♥

♥

♥

♥

KISAH DUGONG TERLAMPAU~

I WISH I HAD MISSED THE 1st TIME THAT WE KISSED~

LOST & FOUND

SANTAI SAMPAI LEBAM

MEDAN WITH DIVAS ^____________^

THE SCARS OF YOUR LOVE~

LOVE LIKE A LOVE SONG~

OH IMANKU~

IT IS LILAC OR LAVENDER?

SALMON PINK~

THOUSAND STORIES~

BROKEN ANGEL ~

CELAKAPARTY!!!

1st TRIMESTER IS OVER~ *WINK*

REMEMBER THE MOON?

SATURDAY NITE~

TESTING

FOR HIM~

LITTLEST THINGS~

RAYA 2011~

BERJAYA BEKERJA DENGAN GIGIH!!

TIDO SEBAB ESOK DAH BERIKRAR NAK KERJA DENGAN GIGIH!

GUA DITIMPA KE"JILAKA"AN! SIGH~

WAH! BANYAK STORY TO BE UPDATED!

MARI MEMASAK DALAM RANCANGAN " KETUK-KETUK KEPALA HANG.." BERSAMA CHEF HAZRA~

101 WAYS TO LOVE YOUR JOB!

MALAYSIA vs SINGAPORE

Back to my norm~

i'm ok, but clinically proven that i'm stressed!

i'm feeling great!!

FLORIA 2011: ROSES ARE FOREVER~

Beribu Sesalan

THERE'S NOTHING BETTER THAN A GOOD LIES~

Here I am.. again~

1st TRIMESTER IS OVER~ WINK